A Measure of Inadequacy

How do we measure that which we consider fulfilling, in comparison to what we find inadequate? There is, of course, no universal answer. However, I find that many individual's judge according to what they find inadequate everyday, and when someone does not meet this quota, it is made known. Honestly, carrying on a facade for the world is exhausting and impossible. No one can really be completely adequate for anyone else, sometimes not even for themselves. Too much to think about, if you ask me. But perhaps enough to consider.

Christmas is a funny little holiday. I love it too much. I find that when its over, I get sad for some reason. Taking down all the decorations, feeling just a little bit older knowing next year I'll probably get a vacuum cleaner, wondering how many more Christmases I will spend in this area or will be able to spend with my immediate and extended family; the works essentially. It is a little overwhelming, but needless to say, I seem to digest it and get on with my life. I think its the spring semester. I can never seem to look forward to walking across a freezing cold campus for three months. Go figure?

Some individual's find repetition to be comfortable. I have been one of these individual's for quite some time, but lately, I've found consistency to be of the boring, dreary nature. I feel I've been riding on a train, the same scenery, same stop, same well wishes and let downs, for a long time. I want to do things spur of the moment, make weird decisions, and be okay with it. Perhaps I'm going through a mid-life crisis or something? Either that, or I'm on the brink of some odd change. Change is quite intimidating and scary, however, its necessary and I'm coming to terms with that. I think having a good friend deciding to move to Vietnam for a year has given me some well-to-do inspiration. Thanks, Jackie. I'm running with it.

Speaking of spur of the moment decisions, I'm really craving a trip somewhere. I don't know where exactly, however, I really don't know how I'm going to compete with the last two. Florida two years ago, and California the year before, all on money that I most definitely didn't have to spend. However, the experience was always worth it. I really would like to go out east, New York mostly, but anywhere out of Iowa (with no snow) will be much appreciated. Wishful thinking, I know, but I like it. :)

Sassy and Classy.

It's been awhile. However, I think I can speak for myself when I say this past semester prevented me from wanting to do any outside writing. At all. Period. I am completely convinced that all of my analysis and research papers combined (one of which, was 35 pages) could be made into a small novel. Mind you, I wouldn't recommend reading it. However, grades are coming here in a few short days, lets hope to christ on a cracker that all of that writing paid off. I have half a notion to bind all of them up, and take them with me to job interviews as an accessory, instead of a coach purse or a small dog, I'll carry my Communication Analysis papers. Sassy and classy. Take that, world.

Speaking of school, the registrar just had the nerve to email me and say, "The following class has been dropped for the upcoming Spring 2011 semester." Which translates to, "It sucks to be you, 431055, but good luck with your life!" It was the only Spanish class that I could fit into my schedule, and of course, it ends up being removed because of the low amount of interest. I don't understand. I just want to graduate...why must this be so difficult. I could have graduated this coming May, but I decided to keep my Spanish minor and graduate in the Fall. This of course, is superbly failing.

On the upside, it's Christmastime! I do love Christmas, even though I have to water 234098745983745987234 poinsettia's and hear just as many versions of Santa Baby, I still manage to love it just the same every year. The gift-giving thing, though. That's always tough. I love it, but it is a pain really to find anything that anyone really wants. Hattie and I just bought our own purses and said they were from each other. Christmas purse! Honestly, one of my favorite parts of Christmas is watching A Charlie Brown Christmas with my Dad. I don't think that movie will ever get old.

So many people around me are doing productive things. Getting engaged. Having babies. Moving to Nam. (JACKIE) It makes me wonder what the hell I'm doing, and why I feel so...unaccomplished. I don't really know what I'm going to do once I graduate, but I sure hope it's something worth doing, something that I can be proud to call my own. I don't expect this awesome prospect to come along right after I graduate (I'm not that daft) I just hope, in time with hard work and a good word that I can find something I love. For the record, I am intimidated by those around me who are seizing opportunities, especially if it means loosing them for a time. However, I know that inspiration needs to come from somewhere. Needless to say, I get by with a little help from my friends.

Have a Happy Christmas all. You stay sassy.

And classy, if you want to.

Waiting for the Unexpected

Spontaneity is quite contagious. I long for a day when I don't know what happens next, and in a sense I suppose, life is very much spontaneous even if I try to plan it. Schedule's can only last so long, eventually as they say change comes about, and again I am forced to find another pattern for each unrecognizable day. How very dull, if you ask me. The truth is, I am tired of being lost in the routine, rather than finding the air, the small lines in-between. If I had a mission, it would be to hold on to the unstructured and unplanned impulsiveness in the midst of impossible reality.

Speaking of unplanned. My car is the epitome of surprises. Just two weeks ago it wouldn't start. I took it into the shop. A few days later, I was told that the computer had been reset, they were monitoring it, and everything seemed kosher. Wunderbar. So, my brother went to pick it up, and he drove a whole five blocks...and then it stalled in the middle of 1st street. Not my idea of spontaneity, but I suppose I can't complain. Anyway, I just got it back today. I honestly hope this is the last mishap from the Intrepid for awhile. I would be eternally grateful.

I took my final Friday in Humanities. The end, as I know it. Well, for three weeks at least. 3 credits richer, and 6 credits total for the summer. Not too bad, however, I sincerely hope I can get the rest of my credits during the school year and graduate on time. It is exciting and almost surreal as I stand upon the brink of my senior year. Nearly a few months away from reality, the working world. I must say, the economy has given me quite a scare. I worry about job opportunities after graduation, but I try to remember a small notion my Dad always told me "Most things you worry about never happen." I hope he's right.

Tomorrow, vacation commences. It couldn't come fast enough. I am beyond thrilled, and ready to hit the open road. Sometimes, there just isn't anything that compares to long trips with good conversation, good views, and good friends. Speaking of which, I spent this past weekend in Omaha with Luke, Matt, and Tony! We went to the Zoo on Saturday, and then hit up a delicious Indian inspired restaurant and a couple bars as well. It was great spending a weekend with the boys. I forget how much I love being with men, their laid-back and (spontaneous!) attitude towards life. I find I've acquired some wonderful guys in my life. I can't honestly thank them enough, for just being themselves.

Upon the brink of a 25+ car ride, I find myself wondering how passing the time will commence. I am sure that among five brains, there should be something worth our while. I am more than eager to go back to Cali, but I must admit I didn't think I would be making a trip up this soon! I only just visited in March for Spring Break, and I am delighted to be going back. Twice in a year. Not too bad. I am quite looking forward to what I will be waiting at my return, however. School seems oddly in my favor this year, as it is not just classes and a piece of official calligraphied (made up word) paper that I am happy to tend to, but also friends I've missed. Some especially in particular. Here's to having a planner, and not planning anything at all.

Apology Accepted

I am apologetic. As a woman, as a female using feminine talk, I am by nature supposed to use fillers when making a point, such as "Well, if you think so" or "Is that okay?", and of course the ever popular, "I'm sorry." Or, "My apologies" for the Brits. Often times, I've realized I'm so accident prone and somewhat embarrassing that I apologize in advance for whatever chaos might ensue on account of my brilliant awesomeness. Point being? Well, I almost feel as if I never make a strong point, because I always "apologize" for it. I feel a lot, a great deal in fact. I'd like to think I know what passion is like. I just don't know if I ever have courage enough to stick to my guns. Lock and load, ladies and gentlemen.

I mentioned I learned a few more design techniques last Monday. Too bad I never get to use them, on account of I'm too busy dealing with crazies. Right? The Million Stem Rose Sale brings the most annoying, demanding, picky customers I've ever had to deal with. One lady kept me an HOUR after my shift making a boutonnière which, might I add WITHOUT apology, is one flower and a couple greens made with floral tape. In reality, it should take a whole five minutes. And it would have, if she wouldn't have complained about the angle of the bow. Holy zombie Jesus. I honestly believe this job is reason enough for higher education. Amen.

I'm an avid buyer of things I don't need. I could say I have this in common with alot of people, however, I think I have the sense not to purchase some of the random ridiculous paraphenalia that others would swoon over. For example. The other day at work, I priced Sun balloons with sunglasses on them. Whoever thought the sun should have sunglasses? It seems like an oxymoron to me. The vintage and second hand stores are always a good laugh too. Sometimes I get lucky, but most of the time I find myself sifting through stuff I wouldn't have bought the first time around, much less the second. I should mention that Hattie and I went to 18th Street Vintage and saw an old as balls Golf Cart for sale. We strongly debated it, for the sole purpose of riding it around campus and telling anyone who gave us a look, "What are you going to do about it. We're seniors!" We resisted however, and bought Twister and Lite Bright instead. WIN.

Last night, we had a Christmas in July party at the duplex! It was a great turnout for being so awful outside. Hattie made fun foods, including the most amazing fruit pizza I've ever had the pleasure of eating. We also had a White Elephant gift exchange, which was way fun! Hattie ended up with a bag of awesome hats, and I somehow chose the bag with a heart monitor :). Needless to say, we received some pretty random presents. Diana was also able to make an appearance, looking lovely and finally back in the states! I think we are going to love being roommates next fall, for more than a few reasons. Jam sessions all the time, and bottom line, its going to rock.

One more week of Humanities, and free at last, free at last. Taking classes in the summer has its pros and cons, but during the month of reading and studying and staying in to do said work, it makes me wonder when I ever thought it was a good idea. Alas, in a week I will be 3 credits richer. From there, on to Omaha to see Luke and Tony, and then California with the girls. A much needed vacation, in other words, and I cannot wait. I suppose I could classify these trips under things I shouldn't "buy", and perhaps some people would laugh at the amount of money I expect to get me through both. However, as my boss told me last week, I need to grow some balls. So, this is one thing I won't apologize for.

Well behaved women rarely make history.

Small but Significant

It's amazing how many times I catch myself wanting life to slow down, then hoping simultaneously for it to move at a faster pace. I find most days have their moments of picking up and hours of dreadful dragging on. The little things and the small insignificant parts to my day are sometimes the only way I believe time can stop and wait for my own small appreciation. Laughing of course is essential. Any way that I can laugh, mind you, I will seek it out and throw my head back in grand approval. Its the unexpected laughter that comes from a deep place that I long for the most. As such, the past few days have paved the way for deep laughter. Commence.

Last week, I was able to go out with Matt and Amber, two old theatre souls that I dearly love to be seen with. Firstly, I met up with Matt and yes, the amazingly awesome Vanessa (V-dog) herself at Cup of Joe to hear her dad throw down some beats. He is quite talented, great to listen to whilst drinking a White Night with two (guilty) shots of espresso. We caught up on our lives, and what reality had in store. I can only hope I have my life as put together and well planned as Vanessa when I graduate. Afterwards we headed to The Landmark, a hole in the wall bar conveniently packed with douchebags. That being said, we didn't stay long. Fate brought us to a place no one would dare go at 2:00 in the morning. Perkins. Complete with breakfast. I'd say the meal was bittersweet, due to the fact that I was first eating quesadillas, then quesadillas con mucho syrup-o. Menke had ordered a breakfast entree that included pancakes. As he reached for the syrup container to douse his food in syrupy goodness, the top of the container popped off and managed to cover the table, some of the food, and a lot of Amber's boyfriends arm. Most would frown and say, wow he was completely off target. I am however, extremely impressed as he managed to get no syrup whatsoever on his pancakes. Cue deep laughter.

I found the PowerRangers text alert. I feel exponentially cool and also the impulse to play the ringtone whenever I am around anyone, really. The other day, I reminisced about the soundtrack from A Goofy Movie, and I suppose a trip to what made my world go round when I was 10 started from there. I honestly don't think I'll ever stop being a kid. Never lose your childish innocence, so they say. I suppose I've got that covered.

Matt and I are going to visit Luke the last weekend in July. I am glad we get to see him before November! I was not kosher in any way for waiting that long. We are planning on driving up to Council Bluffs and then make our way over to Omaha to see the Zoo (which I haven't been to in ages) and other interesting places in the area. We will probably only have one day with Luke, but I am still quite beside myself. We also may get down to Sioux City :)

California plans are confirmed! Megan just got the okay, and we are good to go. Needless to say, we have already started planning on the Mix for the drive down. Its going to be a long trip, but I think driving cross-country can be really enjoyable with the right people. I am still unsure of what we will be doing during the week, but I hope it includes a trip to the drive-in, Huntington Beach Farmer's Market, and dollar whole pineapples. Regardless, I'm beyond excited and I can't believe we will be leaving already in a matter of 2 1/2 weeks!

I learned more design techniques (yes, they do exist) for flower arrangements on Monday. All three of my pieces are priced and for sale in the cooler! Cheerio. As it is nearly 3:00, bout that time, ay chaps? I don't think I'll ever conform to a normal sleeping schedule. Too easy.

When You Wish Upon a Starr.

Summer is half over. Honestly, I've started to realize that the fourth of July is a warning. Once the holiday has come and gone, its time to go back to the summer list if there is one, and attempt to do everything possible. While mine may not be extensive or enviable in any small certain way, I still hope to put some kind of dent in it. Most of my summer's in the past three years have been a blur. Lots of rehearsal, Perkins, and good company. However, hardly any free time. This summer, a bit more free time than desired, Fleurs, and missing the old company but keeping new. Its been interesting, but so different. At first, I looked at it with uncertainty. Now, I see opportunity.

I started my second class of the summer on Tuesday. Humanities. Not extremely challenging, just time consuming. As I have acquired a lot of extra time, really, I guess I should be grateful. But I'm not. I think the scientists who are trying to find a cure for cancer should be awesome, and do that first. Then, second on the agenda: Reading through Osmosis. Think about it. Instead of spending hours reading textbook material, you could just absorb that shit up! I love to read, but sometimes reading 100 pages of anything is tiring and also not extremely rewarding. At the end of the passage, you're finished. But unless you take extensive notes (How about no) you've got nothing to show for it. Perhaps this is why I have such a terrible short term memory. My quota is too full of random dates from the French Revolution. Oh seigneur.

Yesterday I was able to see Jackie before she jetted off to Europe. Coffee talk at the Cup. Megan was there also, and the three of us plotted for California in August. Incidentally, California is at the top of my list. I am hoping it doesn't fall through. At the moment, our greatest worry is being without a vehicle. This puts a lot of pressure on certain passengers, however, I hope its just a good push in the right direction. After all, we're only encouraging s'mores on a beach with the occasional consumption of alcohol. Right, sounds awful. In all honesty, I cannot afford it but I am saving as much as I can. Although, this has been a bit difficult lately.

Flower shops are very slow in the summer after mother's day. Flower shops are very slow in the summer if there is a bad economy. Flower shops don't have a whole lot to offer in the summer, unless you like Crazy Daisies or you need an arrangement for a funeral. Right, in short, Jill is cutting hours for everyone to save money. Understandable. On the fourth of July, I received two calls. One, asking what Flowerama had in stock. What, do you think I sit behind their birdbaths and spy on their inventory? The second was an angry man asking why the hell he couldn't get a hold of someone at Veridian. Why are you calling a floral shop?! Dude. Unless you have a question about stargazer lilies, I'm not going to be much help. In short, I'm very limited on cash these days.

I was able to talk to Luke tonight! It was wonderful to hear from him, and to know that his job is treating him well. Menke and I hope to make it down to Council Bluffs sometime this summer as well, another addition to the list. At this rate, with my awesome income, I hope I can still manage. We are having a phone date/viewing of Percy Jackson and the Olympians soon. Its one of those films that I love, but most people probably don't. Sort of like Ella Enchanted. I can't really explain, so I shan't. Just deal.

Parting note, Today was Ringo's birthday!



HAPPY BIRTHDAY! All together now....!

This too shall pass.

Change is inevitable. I've learned that some change can seem wonderful, while other changes prove to be less than desired. Whether I want the difference or no, its going to happen. Lately, I feel as if I've experienced a lot of change. I don't know how well I've dealt with it, but acknowledgment is perhaps a start. Its as if I'm watching a movie I've seen before, and I'm cringing before all of the turmoil ensues. That's no way to watch a film. The ending, good or bad, can't be understood without knowing what happened in the middle. I have a lot of good middles. Then again, most of the events, feelings, and people that stay with me tend to be memories that many would choose to forget.

This weekend, I was able to see a good friend of mine at Sturgis Falls. We walked around for an hour and then proceeded to walk back to the car. Perspiration reaches a certain limit with me, and then I just feel grody. The rest of the day included The Karate Kid complete with Justin Beiber music video (which is what I really wanted, of course) and cruising down University. You know you're from a small town when the highlight of the night is cruising. Still, its nostalgic for me. Being 21 in Cedar Falls at least opened some doors for entertainment.

Sunday was Sarah and Brian's wedding. It was beautiful, and so were they! It was great seeing everyone (Tony too!) together again enjoying each other's company and just having a spectacular time. Weddings always make me appreciative for the people in my life. I don't necessarily think of my own marriage later on, but I think instead of the friends I would want by my side. I've realized how many good people I've surrounded myself with, because of theatre, UNI, and the like. I am the luckiest, truly.

I was finally able to see Toy Story 3 with Abby and Hattie! I loved it, and of course, I cried. I came prepared. Tissues galore. I find that lately, I've grown accustomed to being prepared for the unthinkable things that happen. Don't look at my big purses with that face! I literally carry everything to defeat the inevitable. Band-aids, shoes, tape, umbrellas, extra clothes. You think its unnecessary, but when I trip or do something equally as klutzy/stupid, I'll be ready. So there. Take that, world.

Remember, Remember.

This week was far better than perfectly adequate. In fact, I would be willing to say that it was awesomely incredible. I find that there are very few weeks I can remember during the course of a summer, a month, even a year. After all, most days during a lifetime are unimportant, and go on without a need for remembering. Its impossible for me to remember most events anyhow, as I have a horrible short-term storage in my brain. Its probably due to the insurmountable random knowledge I've acquired thats just sitting there, waiting for me to use at the right time so as to look intelligent. I will refer to this later.

On Tuesday night, I left for Clinton with Hattie. We arrived there around 11:00 and had food and good conversation with her mom. 2 words that would soon describe my weekend, and 2 of the best things a person could ask for! We saw all of the sights in Clinton, including Eagle Point Park, which has an AWESOME view of the Mississippi. We ventured further to a really beautiful Arboretum with interesting trees and pretty flowers. A lot of the houses in Clinton are old and intriguing. My favorite was the house that Hattie's grandma lives in. It used to be a Grocery Store, but she has it furnished to live in as a home. We were also able to visit a town a little further away called Sebula, a city that resides on an island! It is one of the only cities of its kind in the Midwest. One of the few places in Iowa that makes you think you're....not in Iowa. We had dinner at an Italian restaurant there. It was so good! And, I was able to tap into my random safe of knowledge. Above the bar, the owners had a picture of where they grew up in Italy. I recognized the city from a film I had seen a long time ago, and I thought it looked alot like Positano. Turns out, the picture was a city close to the Isle of Capri; Positano. Awesome. From Clinton, we went on to Cedar Rapids to visit Hattie's sister and Abby! We were able to see them for the rest of the day until we headed back to Cedar Falls. Overall, it was a wonderful trip. I find its always good to get away, even for a short while.

Last night was Amanda Juhl's Wedding reception. I went with Megan, and had a blast dancing and mingling with a few old friends I haven't seen in ages! I was able to see Chelsea, whom I haven't carried a conversation with since last December, and Juice, whom I haven't seen or talked to since...well forever and a day. It was wonderful to catch up with everyone, and to get a preview for Sarah and Brian's wedding tomorrow. I am beyond excited. So many weddings, and so many happy endings for good friends. Life is pretty grand, if I do say so myself.

On another note, I am burnt. I've realized there is no in-between for my fair skin complected-ness. There is white, and there is red, and unfortunately nothing else. If I had one thing to take with me to a deserted island, it would be sunscreen. The second would be Aloe Vera. Assuming, of course, I wasn't allowed a cell phone. Or a boat. Speaking of water, I spoke too soon on the rain a few posts ago. At this rate, I don't think I will ever say "It can't get any worse." Also, everyone should know that there is a new Sassy Gay Friend. Watch it, love it. Stupid betch! :)

All art is quite useless.

People do not like to buy flowers for their father's, but boy do they LOVE balloons. I didn't think this morning was going to be busy in the slightest, but I was so wrong. Also, I didn't realize Father's Day was complain about everything day....sometimes working in customer service makes me want to cringe. What can you do? It is money after all, and not even enough money at that. Yes, the time has come to get a second job. Where? I have no idea. Hancock Fabrics had a help-wanted sign in their window, and I had half a notion to ask if they would hire me- even if I knew nothing about sewing and basically nothing about fabric. I wonder if the same crazy people that buy father's day balloons also buy fleece. In which case, I am definitely prepared.

I went shopping with my mom on Friday and started decorating my room! It finally looks like its being lived in. Yes, my television is sitting on a microwave stand from Goodwill (or Goodies, as my mom randomly calls it) but thats alright, I'm not complaining, I'm bragging in fact because it was a whole 8 dollars. I also snatched this cool looking lamp that looks like an oil lamp, but in fact its not. Trippy. After the shopping excursion, we went to the OP and had a beer! It was awesome. My mom is one of the coolest people I know.

California is confirmed. At the beginning of August, I will be going back with Jackie and Bree, and hopefully Kyle and Megan. I am beyond excited, but this also means I need to start saving up. I have some time, but I always feel like August gets here faster than any other month. I've realized that Sunday is the same way, the week starts and before you know it, its time for Jesus and cleaning. August is just one big Sunday really, if you think about it.

I've heard Toy Story 3 is really good stuff. Allison told me I would cry, since I do that on a number of occasions I don't doubt it. I don't know how awkward that will be with the 3D glasses on, but regardless, I still want to see it. I want to see a movie period, I feel as if I haven't been in awhile. I am also craving a drive-in movie like crazy. Its sad that we don't have any around the Waterloo/CF area anymore. I would definitely be there if we did.

I might be going to Clinton with Hattie this week, or sometime soon. I hope it happens, because then I could see her mom (who is awesome) and her dogs! Plus, it would be much better than sitting in CF waiting for something to happen. I have been doing some reading though, with the extra time. The Picture of Dorian Grey is what I'm reading now, and honestly I've realized just how much I love Oscar Wilde.

We can forgive a man for making a useful thing as long as he does not admire it. The only excuse for making a useless thing is that one admires it intensely. All art is quite useless. -Oscar Wilde

Nostalgia

The sky is blue and all the leaves are green! ....FINALLY. After a week and a half or so of crap, I was beginning to wonder if I was ever going to get outside. Of course, I wish I could be outside with Jackie in California, but thats neither here nor there. Speaking of California, I feel as if everyone is suddenly moving there, or wanting to move there. I realize its out west, and generally speaking this isn't unheard of, but I didn't know so many people wanted to move there that I knew personally. I'm excited and ready for an adventure. Iowa is great, but right now I need a big city to do big things. Good logic.

Speaking of new/bigger things, my bed is LARGE. The frame is an antique, from my mom's first apartment. Its cool, but I didn't realize it sat so high off the ground. Its AWESOME. I definitely didn't want to get out of bed this morning. The room itself is still pretty bare, I haven't gotten around to decorating it. I think a trip to Goodwill could change that. I love thrifty cheap awesome stuff!

Tomorrow is June 18th. Now, in most cases it is just any day of the month/year. But my friends, tomorrow is different. THE WIZARDING WORLD OF HARRY POTTER OPENS IN FLORIDA. Holy buckets, batman. I heard about the park itself two years ago when I went to Disneyworld for spring break. I've wanted to go back ever since. I really do hope to make my way there someday, with a group of people who are seriously interested in going. It would be so much fun! I looked at a few pictures of the cast at the park too, and it looks wicked awesome. Toy Story 3 also opens this weekend, and as this is the closest to magic I can get, I'm definitely dragging someone with me to see it. Its pretty much my childhood in a box, kind of obligated. I've heard good things so far from friends who work at the theatre, so I am quite excited!

This week, I've been in a panic thinking about life after graduation. I love my major, but just like every other college student, I don't really know what I want to do with it. I've been researching online, and I've loved what I've found so far. I also started looking for jobs in CA...wishful thinking. I figure it can't hurt.

On a side note, whenever I think about California I want to have a Cherry Coke. I think it has something to do with Jackie's mom, she loves them. And now, for nostalgia's sake, I think I might have one.

Don't Rain on my Parade

Another week in June, and nothing yet to show for it. I suppose I have possibilities, just nothing seems to stand out. The rain lately hasn't given my motivation a whole lot of kick in the right direction. Most of the time, I see rain and I just want to sleep. I suppose its alright, considering I never sleep at normal hours and I thoroughly enjoy naps. Although, those naps usually turn into small comas, and then the day is mysteriously half over, or mostly in some cases. As Ingrid says, I want to change the world, instead I sleep.

Speaking of sleeping, apparently I am brilliant in the ways of persuasion. This weekend, I stopped by my parents to pick up a couple of things. In the middle of conversation, I mentioned my recent thrify-ness that I have taken hold to, and my parents were intrigued until I mentioned mattress and Craig's list in the same sentence. Now, mind you I have no problem buying a mattress from said place if I can see it first, and make sure its not freak nasty. However, my parents were not so easily comforted by this idea. They offered to buy one. I of course, accepted because well, why not. Hopefully, this plan goes into effect soon. I am so excited!

This weekend of course, brought another exciting shift or three at the flower shop. I've started to realize that the managers love to come to my department to make the storewide announcements. This is all well and good, however, there is always small talk before they use the intercom system, and I never know what to say. One of them has a cat. So, sometimes I'll say, How's your cat? It sure has been raining a lot. Nice tie? Yes, how we all love small talk.

The Tony's were on last night. WIN. I loved every minute. Especially Levi Kreis on the piano, ladies and gentleman. Or Catherine Zeta-Jones, yeah? Gorgeous and so talented. And Lea Michelle slash Matthew Morrison? I was so thrilled. Loved all of the dancing as well, outstanding. Its just great to see so many incredible people getting rewarded for what they love to do. I also give props to any Film actors that do live theatre. I have so much respect for that.

I have high hopes for tonight. Dollar hamburgers and martini's. A lethal but superb combination. Also, if you haven't seen The A-Team, I suggest you go.

Au revoir.

Nifty Thrifty.

Another lazy day. Its been nice having a couple days off to just be a bum. Although I feel quite worthless, I suppose sleeping as a necessity instead of a suggestion is a nice change. Working this evening will be boring. I know because its summer, Mother's Day is long gone, and no one buys flowers for their fathers. So, alas. Lots of messing around with arrangements and cleaning should make for a spectacular evening with the fleurs! Afterwards I am going to see The A-Team with Luke, which I am WAY excited for. I need a good action movie, its about that time.

Yesterday, Hattie, Evie, and I attempted to have a Star Wars Marathon. It was short lived, but it was still awesome. We will finish it someday soon, I hope. I am sure there are more rainy days ahead. We also made French Toast and Scrambled Eggs. Feast of Champions! It was a great day, to say the least.

I've become quite the thrifty gal lately. I bought this awesome cube unit at target, and decided to take it back just so I could go thrifting and find something cheaper that had equally outstanding qualities. As it is, I am searching for a unit of some kind, a record player, and a mattress. No luck yet, but I am sure something will come up soon. After all, people have a lot of stuff. I know I do.

Tonight Tony's show opens! Really wish I could be there, but we all know how good of a driver/how awesome of a car that I have. Doubly awful combination there. Plus, I am the epitome of Murphy's Law. I just have to assume the worst, haha. But its usually fixable, and I love to laugh about it later!

Summer is fun and all, but I'm almost ready for the Fall semester. Already...? I'm not sure if its good or bad, but C'est la vie!

Until next time.

Hello, goodbye

Blogtime, apparently, has commenced. I woke up this morning to find my roommate raving about hers, and now, as it is, I have given in. I suppose I have something to talk about. I'm usually pretty good at that.

Summer so far has been quite strange. I usually do the musical downtown waterloo, and I decided not to audition. I wanted a summer off to work and be recreational. SO MANY ACTIVITIES! I am not regretting it, just merely getting used to the change. I think I'm up for the challenge. I have a couple of trips planned out, which of course will include camping (intense!) and a possible second trip to California at the end of the summer. Its all exciting, but the inbetween so far has been a little less than satisfactory. In the end, I'm still in Cedar Falls and there is only so much to do. However, moving into the new duplex with Hattie and Evie (and Allison, on occasion) has been fun and also made things interesting.

Two things. Yesterday, I went to Walmart with Evie and Hattie. It was 12:30 in the morning. What do you expect? Anyhow, we were walking through the isles and I came across this screen showing food and other items you can buy at Walmart. Suddenly, the screen had a bunch of kids eating s'mores, and then a s'more being made in Slow-mo. Thats just not very nice, if you ask me. I have been craving s'mores ever since.

Its nice out today, but apparently its going to rain the rest of the week. Lame. I've been craving Blue moon and a Bucks game, it just isn't as enjoyable while getting soaked. I've also been on that craig's list almost everyday looking for a full sized mattress. Friends, its time for an upgrade. I've found a couple good offers but nothing yet. I'm crossing my fingers that I find something soon. New bed = New stuff!

Lastly, I watched the finale of Glee this morning. So good. Made me pretty happy.
Thats all for now.