Change is inevitable. I've learned that some change can seem wonderful, while other changes prove to be less than desired. Whether I want the difference or no, its going to happen. Lately, I feel as if I've experienced a lot of change. I don't know how well I've dealt with it, but acknowledgment is perhaps a start. Its as if I'm watching a movie I've seen before, and I'm cringing before all of the turmoil ensues. That's no way to watch a film. The ending, good or bad, can't be understood without knowing what happened in the middle. I have a lot of good middles. Then again, most of the events, feelings, and people that stay with me tend to be memories that many would choose to forget.
This weekend, I was able to see a good friend of mine at Sturgis Falls. We walked around for an hour and then proceeded to walk back to the car. Perspiration reaches a certain limit with me, and then I just feel grody. The rest of the day included The Karate Kid complete with Justin Beiber music video (which is what I really wanted, of course) and cruising down University. You know you're from a small town when the highlight of the night is cruising. Still, its nostalgic for me. Being 21 in Cedar Falls at least opened some doors for entertainment.
Sunday was Sarah and Brian's wedding. It was beautiful, and so were they! It was great seeing everyone (Tony too!) together again enjoying each other's company and just having a spectacular time. Weddings always make me appreciative for the people in my life. I don't necessarily think of my own marriage later on, but I think instead of the friends I would want by my side. I've realized how many good people I've surrounded myself with, because of theatre, UNI, and the like. I am the luckiest, truly.
I was finally able to see Toy Story 3 with Abby and Hattie! I loved it, and of course, I cried. I came prepared. Tissues galore. I find that lately, I've grown accustomed to being prepared for the unthinkable things that happen. Don't look at my big purses with that face! I literally carry everything to defeat the inevitable. Band-aids, shoes, tape, umbrellas, extra clothes. You think its unnecessary, but when I trip or do something equally as klutzy/stupid, I'll be ready. So there. Take that, world.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Remember, Remember.
This week was far better than perfectly adequate. In fact, I would be willing to say that it was awesomely incredible. I find that there are very few weeks I can remember during the course of a summer, a month, even a year. After all, most days during a lifetime are unimportant, and go on without a need for remembering. Its impossible for me to remember most events anyhow, as I have a horrible short-term storage in my brain. Its probably due to the insurmountable random knowledge I've acquired thats just sitting there, waiting for me to use at the right time so as to look intelligent. I will refer to this later.
On Tuesday night, I left for Clinton with Hattie. We arrived there around 11:00 and had food and good conversation with her mom. 2 words that would soon describe my weekend, and 2 of the best things a person could ask for! We saw all of the sights in Clinton, including Eagle Point Park, which has an AWESOME view of the Mississippi. We ventured further to a really beautiful Arboretum with interesting trees and pretty flowers. A lot of the houses in Clinton are old and intriguing. My favorite was the house that Hattie's grandma lives in. It used to be a Grocery Store, but she has it furnished to live in as a home. We were also able to visit a town a little further away called Sebula, a city that resides on an island! It is one of the only cities of its kind in the Midwest. One of the few places in Iowa that makes you think you're....not in Iowa. We had dinner at an Italian restaurant there. It was so good! And, I was able to tap into my random safe of knowledge. Above the bar, the owners had a picture of where they grew up in Italy. I recognized the city from a film I had seen a long time ago, and I thought it looked alot like Positano. Turns out, the picture was a city close to the Isle of Capri; Positano. Awesome. From Clinton, we went on to Cedar Rapids to visit Hattie's sister and Abby! We were able to see them for the rest of the day until we headed back to Cedar Falls. Overall, it was a wonderful trip. I find its always good to get away, even for a short while.
Last night was Amanda Juhl's Wedding reception. I went with Megan, and had a blast dancing and mingling with a few old friends I haven't seen in ages! I was able to see Chelsea, whom I haven't carried a conversation with since last December, and Juice, whom I haven't seen or talked to since...well forever and a day. It was wonderful to catch up with everyone, and to get a preview for Sarah and Brian's wedding tomorrow. I am beyond excited. So many weddings, and so many happy endings for good friends. Life is pretty grand, if I do say so myself.
On another note, I am burnt. I've realized there is no in-between for my fair skin complected-ness. There is white, and there is red, and unfortunately nothing else. If I had one thing to take with me to a deserted island, it would be sunscreen. The second would be Aloe Vera. Assuming, of course, I wasn't allowed a cell phone. Or a boat. Speaking of water, I spoke too soon on the rain a few posts ago. At this rate, I don't think I will ever say "It can't get any worse." Also, everyone should know that there is a new Sassy Gay Friend. Watch it, love it. Stupid betch! :)
On Tuesday night, I left for Clinton with Hattie. We arrived there around 11:00 and had food and good conversation with her mom. 2 words that would soon describe my weekend, and 2 of the best things a person could ask for! We saw all of the sights in Clinton, including Eagle Point Park, which has an AWESOME view of the Mississippi. We ventured further to a really beautiful Arboretum with interesting trees and pretty flowers. A lot of the houses in Clinton are old and intriguing. My favorite was the house that Hattie's grandma lives in. It used to be a Grocery Store, but she has it furnished to live in as a home. We were also able to visit a town a little further away called Sebula, a city that resides on an island! It is one of the only cities of its kind in the Midwest. One of the few places in Iowa that makes you think you're....not in Iowa. We had dinner at an Italian restaurant there. It was so good! And, I was able to tap into my random safe of knowledge. Above the bar, the owners had a picture of where they grew up in Italy. I recognized the city from a film I had seen a long time ago, and I thought it looked alot like Positano. Turns out, the picture was a city close to the Isle of Capri; Positano. Awesome. From Clinton, we went on to Cedar Rapids to visit Hattie's sister and Abby! We were able to see them for the rest of the day until we headed back to Cedar Falls. Overall, it was a wonderful trip. I find its always good to get away, even for a short while.
Last night was Amanda Juhl's Wedding reception. I went with Megan, and had a blast dancing and mingling with a few old friends I haven't seen in ages! I was able to see Chelsea, whom I haven't carried a conversation with since last December, and Juice, whom I haven't seen or talked to since...well forever and a day. It was wonderful to catch up with everyone, and to get a preview for Sarah and Brian's wedding tomorrow. I am beyond excited. So many weddings, and so many happy endings for good friends. Life is pretty grand, if I do say so myself.
On another note, I am burnt. I've realized there is no in-between for my fair skin complected-ness. There is white, and there is red, and unfortunately nothing else. If I had one thing to take with me to a deserted island, it would be sunscreen. The second would be Aloe Vera. Assuming, of course, I wasn't allowed a cell phone. Or a boat. Speaking of water, I spoke too soon on the rain a few posts ago. At this rate, I don't think I will ever say "It can't get any worse." Also, everyone should know that there is a new Sassy Gay Friend. Watch it, love it. Stupid betch! :)
Sunday, June 20, 2010
All art is quite useless.
People do not like to buy flowers for their father's, but boy do they LOVE balloons. I didn't think this morning was going to be busy in the slightest, but I was so wrong. Also, I didn't realize Father's Day was complain about everything day....sometimes working in customer service makes me want to cringe. What can you do? It is money after all, and not even enough money at that. Yes, the time has come to get a second job. Where? I have no idea. Hancock Fabrics had a help-wanted sign in their window, and I had half a notion to ask if they would hire me- even if I knew nothing about sewing and basically nothing about fabric. I wonder if the same crazy people that buy father's day balloons also buy fleece. In which case, I am definitely prepared.
I went shopping with my mom on Friday and started decorating my room! It finally looks like its being lived in. Yes, my television is sitting on a microwave stand from Goodwill (or Goodies, as my mom randomly calls it) but thats alright, I'm not complaining, I'm bragging in fact because it was a whole 8 dollars. I also snatched this cool looking lamp that looks like an oil lamp, but in fact its not. Trippy. After the shopping excursion, we went to the OP and had a beer! It was awesome. My mom is one of the coolest people I know.
California is confirmed. At the beginning of August, I will be going back with Jackie and Bree, and hopefully Kyle and Megan. I am beyond excited, but this also means I need to start saving up. I have some time, but I always feel like August gets here faster than any other month. I've realized that Sunday is the same way, the week starts and before you know it, its time for Jesus and cleaning. August is just one big Sunday really, if you think about it.
I've heard Toy Story 3 is really good stuff. Allison told me I would cry, since I do that on a number of occasions I don't doubt it. I don't know how awkward that will be with the 3D glasses on, but regardless, I still want to see it. I want to see a movie period, I feel as if I haven't been in awhile. I am also craving a drive-in movie like crazy. Its sad that we don't have any around the Waterloo/CF area anymore. I would definitely be there if we did.
I might be going to Clinton with Hattie this week, or sometime soon. I hope it happens, because then I could see her mom (who is awesome) and her dogs! Plus, it would be much better than sitting in CF waiting for something to happen. I have been doing some reading though, with the extra time. The Picture of Dorian Grey is what I'm reading now, and honestly I've realized just how much I love Oscar Wilde.
We can forgive a man for making a useful thing as long as he does not admire it. The only excuse for making a useless thing is that one admires it intensely. All art is quite useless. -Oscar Wilde
I went shopping with my mom on Friday and started decorating my room! It finally looks like its being lived in. Yes, my television is sitting on a microwave stand from Goodwill (or Goodies, as my mom randomly calls it) but thats alright, I'm not complaining, I'm bragging in fact because it was a whole 8 dollars. I also snatched this cool looking lamp that looks like an oil lamp, but in fact its not. Trippy. After the shopping excursion, we went to the OP and had a beer! It was awesome. My mom is one of the coolest people I know.
California is confirmed. At the beginning of August, I will be going back with Jackie and Bree, and hopefully Kyle and Megan. I am beyond excited, but this also means I need to start saving up. I have some time, but I always feel like August gets here faster than any other month. I've realized that Sunday is the same way, the week starts and before you know it, its time for Jesus and cleaning. August is just one big Sunday really, if you think about it.
I've heard Toy Story 3 is really good stuff. Allison told me I would cry, since I do that on a number of occasions I don't doubt it. I don't know how awkward that will be with the 3D glasses on, but regardless, I still want to see it. I want to see a movie period, I feel as if I haven't been in awhile. I am also craving a drive-in movie like crazy. Its sad that we don't have any around the Waterloo/CF area anymore. I would definitely be there if we did.
I might be going to Clinton with Hattie this week, or sometime soon. I hope it happens, because then I could see her mom (who is awesome) and her dogs! Plus, it would be much better than sitting in CF waiting for something to happen. I have been doing some reading though, with the extra time. The Picture of Dorian Grey is what I'm reading now, and honestly I've realized just how much I love Oscar Wilde.
We can forgive a man for making a useful thing as long as he does not admire it. The only excuse for making a useless thing is that one admires it intensely. All art is quite useless. -Oscar Wilde
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Nostalgia
The sky is blue and all the leaves are green! ....FINALLY. After a week and a half or so of crap, I was beginning to wonder if I was ever going to get outside. Of course, I wish I could be outside with Jackie in California, but thats neither here nor there. Speaking of California, I feel as if everyone is suddenly moving there, or wanting to move there. I realize its out west, and generally speaking this isn't unheard of, but I didn't know so many people wanted to move there that I knew personally. I'm excited and ready for an adventure. Iowa is great, but right now I need a big city to do big things. Good logic.
Speaking of new/bigger things, my bed is LARGE. The frame is an antique, from my mom's first apartment. Its cool, but I didn't realize it sat so high off the ground. Its AWESOME. I definitely didn't want to get out of bed this morning. The room itself is still pretty bare, I haven't gotten around to decorating it. I think a trip to Goodwill could change that. I love thrifty cheap awesome stuff!
Tomorrow is June 18th. Now, in most cases it is just any day of the month/year. But my friends, tomorrow is different. THE WIZARDING WORLD OF HARRY POTTER OPENS IN FLORIDA. Holy buckets, batman. I heard about the park itself two years ago when I went to Disneyworld for spring break. I've wanted to go back ever since. I really do hope to make my way there someday, with a group of people who are seriously interested in going. It would be so much fun! I looked at a few pictures of the cast at the park too, and it looks wicked awesome. Toy Story 3 also opens this weekend, and as this is the closest to magic I can get, I'm definitely dragging someone with me to see it. Its pretty much my childhood in a box, kind of obligated. I've heard good things so far from friends who work at the theatre, so I am quite excited!
This week, I've been in a panic thinking about life after graduation. I love my major, but just like every other college student, I don't really know what I want to do with it. I've been researching online, and I've loved what I've found so far. I also started looking for jobs in CA...wishful thinking. I figure it can't hurt.
On a side note, whenever I think about California I want to have a Cherry Coke. I think it has something to do with Jackie's mom, she loves them. And now, for nostalgia's sake, I think I might have one.
Speaking of new/bigger things, my bed is LARGE. The frame is an antique, from my mom's first apartment. Its cool, but I didn't realize it sat so high off the ground. Its AWESOME. I definitely didn't want to get out of bed this morning. The room itself is still pretty bare, I haven't gotten around to decorating it. I think a trip to Goodwill could change that. I love thrifty cheap awesome stuff!
Tomorrow is June 18th. Now, in most cases it is just any day of the month/year. But my friends, tomorrow is different. THE WIZARDING WORLD OF HARRY POTTER OPENS IN FLORIDA. Holy buckets, batman. I heard about the park itself two years ago when I went to Disneyworld for spring break. I've wanted to go back ever since. I really do hope to make my way there someday, with a group of people who are seriously interested in going. It would be so much fun! I looked at a few pictures of the cast at the park too, and it looks wicked awesome. Toy Story 3 also opens this weekend, and as this is the closest to magic I can get, I'm definitely dragging someone with me to see it. Its pretty much my childhood in a box, kind of obligated. I've heard good things so far from friends who work at the theatre, so I am quite excited!
This week, I've been in a panic thinking about life after graduation. I love my major, but just like every other college student, I don't really know what I want to do with it. I've been researching online, and I've loved what I've found so far. I also started looking for jobs in CA...wishful thinking. I figure it can't hurt.
On a side note, whenever I think about California I want to have a Cherry Coke. I think it has something to do with Jackie's mom, she loves them. And now, for nostalgia's sake, I think I might have one.
Monday, June 14, 2010
Don't Rain on my Parade
Another week in June, and nothing yet to show for it. I suppose I have possibilities, just nothing seems to stand out. The rain lately hasn't given my motivation a whole lot of kick in the right direction. Most of the time, I see rain and I just want to sleep. I suppose its alright, considering I never sleep at normal hours and I thoroughly enjoy naps. Although, those naps usually turn into small comas, and then the day is mysteriously half over, or mostly in some cases. As Ingrid says, I want to change the world, instead I sleep.
Speaking of sleeping, apparently I am brilliant in the ways of persuasion. This weekend, I stopped by my parents to pick up a couple of things. In the middle of conversation, I mentioned my recent thrify-ness that I have taken hold to, and my parents were intrigued until I mentioned mattress and Craig's list in the same sentence. Now, mind you I have no problem buying a mattress from said place if I can see it first, and make sure its not freak nasty. However, my parents were not so easily comforted by this idea. They offered to buy one. I of course, accepted because well, why not. Hopefully, this plan goes into effect soon. I am so excited!
This weekend of course, brought another exciting shift or three at the flower shop. I've started to realize that the managers love to come to my department to make the storewide announcements. This is all well and good, however, there is always small talk before they use the intercom system, and I never know what to say. One of them has a cat. So, sometimes I'll say, How's your cat? It sure has been raining a lot. Nice tie? Yes, how we all love small talk.
The Tony's were on last night. WIN. I loved every minute. Especially Levi Kreis on the piano, ladies and gentleman. Or Catherine Zeta-Jones, yeah? Gorgeous and so talented. And Lea Michelle slash Matthew Morrison? I was so thrilled. Loved all of the dancing as well, outstanding. Its just great to see so many incredible people getting rewarded for what they love to do. I also give props to any Film actors that do live theatre. I have so much respect for that.
I have high hopes for tonight. Dollar hamburgers and martini's. A lethal but superb combination. Also, if you haven't seen The A-Team, I suggest you go.
Au revoir.
Speaking of sleeping, apparently I am brilliant in the ways of persuasion. This weekend, I stopped by my parents to pick up a couple of things. In the middle of conversation, I mentioned my recent thrify-ness that I have taken hold to, and my parents were intrigued until I mentioned mattress and Craig's list in the same sentence. Now, mind you I have no problem buying a mattress from said place if I can see it first, and make sure its not freak nasty. However, my parents were not so easily comforted by this idea. They offered to buy one. I of course, accepted because well, why not. Hopefully, this plan goes into effect soon. I am so excited!
This weekend of course, brought another exciting shift or three at the flower shop. I've started to realize that the managers love to come to my department to make the storewide announcements. This is all well and good, however, there is always small talk before they use the intercom system, and I never know what to say. One of them has a cat. So, sometimes I'll say, How's your cat? It sure has been raining a lot. Nice tie? Yes, how we all love small talk.
The Tony's were on last night. WIN. I loved every minute. Especially Levi Kreis on the piano, ladies and gentleman. Or Catherine Zeta-Jones, yeah? Gorgeous and so talented. And Lea Michelle slash Matthew Morrison? I was so thrilled. Loved all of the dancing as well, outstanding. Its just great to see so many incredible people getting rewarded for what they love to do. I also give props to any Film actors that do live theatre. I have so much respect for that.
I have high hopes for tonight. Dollar hamburgers and martini's. A lethal but superb combination. Also, if you haven't seen The A-Team, I suggest you go.
Au revoir.
Friday, June 11, 2010
Nifty Thrifty.
Another lazy day. Its been nice having a couple days off to just be a bum. Although I feel quite worthless, I suppose sleeping as a necessity instead of a suggestion is a nice change. Working this evening will be boring. I know because its summer, Mother's Day is long gone, and no one buys flowers for their fathers. So, alas. Lots of messing around with arrangements and cleaning should make for a spectacular evening with the fleurs! Afterwards I am going to see The A-Team with Luke, which I am WAY excited for. I need a good action movie, its about that time.
Yesterday, Hattie, Evie, and I attempted to have a Star Wars Marathon. It was short lived, but it was still awesome. We will finish it someday soon, I hope. I am sure there are more rainy days ahead. We also made French Toast and Scrambled Eggs. Feast of Champions! It was a great day, to say the least.
I've become quite the thrifty gal lately. I bought this awesome cube unit at target, and decided to take it back just so I could go thrifting and find something cheaper that had equally outstanding qualities. As it is, I am searching for a unit of some kind, a record player, and a mattress. No luck yet, but I am sure something will come up soon. After all, people have a lot of stuff. I know I do.
Tonight Tony's show opens! Really wish I could be there, but we all know how good of a driver/how awesome of a car that I have. Doubly awful combination there. Plus, I am the epitome of Murphy's Law. I just have to assume the worst, haha. But its usually fixable, and I love to laugh about it later!
Summer is fun and all, but I'm almost ready for the Fall semester. Already...? I'm not sure if its good or bad, but C'est la vie!
Until next time.
Yesterday, Hattie, Evie, and I attempted to have a Star Wars Marathon. It was short lived, but it was still awesome. We will finish it someday soon, I hope. I am sure there are more rainy days ahead. We also made French Toast and Scrambled Eggs. Feast of Champions! It was a great day, to say the least.
I've become quite the thrifty gal lately. I bought this awesome cube unit at target, and decided to take it back just so I could go thrifting and find something cheaper that had equally outstanding qualities. As it is, I am searching for a unit of some kind, a record player, and a mattress. No luck yet, but I am sure something will come up soon. After all, people have a lot of stuff. I know I do.
Tonight Tony's show opens! Really wish I could be there, but we all know how good of a driver/how awesome of a car that I have. Doubly awful combination there. Plus, I am the epitome of Murphy's Law. I just have to assume the worst, haha. But its usually fixable, and I love to laugh about it later!
Summer is fun and all, but I'm almost ready for the Fall semester. Already...? I'm not sure if its good or bad, but C'est la vie!
Until next time.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Hello, goodbye
Blogtime, apparently, has commenced. I woke up this morning to find my roommate raving about hers, and now, as it is, I have given in. I suppose I have something to talk about. I'm usually pretty good at that.
Summer so far has been quite strange. I usually do the musical downtown waterloo, and I decided not to audition. I wanted a summer off to work and be recreational. SO MANY ACTIVITIES! I am not regretting it, just merely getting used to the change. I think I'm up for the challenge. I have a couple of trips planned out, which of course will include camping (intense!) and a possible second trip to California at the end of the summer. Its all exciting, but the inbetween so far has been a little less than satisfactory. In the end, I'm still in Cedar Falls and there is only so much to do. However, moving into the new duplex with Hattie and Evie (and Allison, on occasion) has been fun and also made things interesting.
Two things. Yesterday, I went to Walmart with Evie and Hattie. It was 12:30 in the morning. What do you expect? Anyhow, we were walking through the isles and I came across this screen showing food and other items you can buy at Walmart. Suddenly, the screen had a bunch of kids eating s'mores, and then a s'more being made in Slow-mo. Thats just not very nice, if you ask me. I have been craving s'mores ever since.
Its nice out today, but apparently its going to rain the rest of the week. Lame. I've been craving Blue moon and a Bucks game, it just isn't as enjoyable while getting soaked. I've also been on that craig's list almost everyday looking for a full sized mattress. Friends, its time for an upgrade. I've found a couple good offers but nothing yet. I'm crossing my fingers that I find something soon. New bed = New stuff!
Lastly, I watched the finale of Glee this morning. So good. Made me pretty happy.
Thats all for now.
Summer so far has been quite strange. I usually do the musical downtown waterloo, and I decided not to audition. I wanted a summer off to work and be recreational. SO MANY ACTIVITIES! I am not regretting it, just merely getting used to the change. I think I'm up for the challenge. I have a couple of trips planned out, which of course will include camping (intense!) and a possible second trip to California at the end of the summer. Its all exciting, but the inbetween so far has been a little less than satisfactory. In the end, I'm still in Cedar Falls and there is only so much to do. However, moving into the new duplex with Hattie and Evie (and Allison, on occasion) has been fun and also made things interesting.
Two things. Yesterday, I went to Walmart with Evie and Hattie. It was 12:30 in the morning. What do you expect? Anyhow, we were walking through the isles and I came across this screen showing food and other items you can buy at Walmart. Suddenly, the screen had a bunch of kids eating s'mores, and then a s'more being made in Slow-mo. Thats just not very nice, if you ask me. I have been craving s'mores ever since.
Its nice out today, but apparently its going to rain the rest of the week. Lame. I've been craving Blue moon and a Bucks game, it just isn't as enjoyable while getting soaked. I've also been on that craig's list almost everyday looking for a full sized mattress. Friends, its time for an upgrade. I've found a couple good offers but nothing yet. I'm crossing my fingers that I find something soon. New bed = New stuff!
Lastly, I watched the finale of Glee this morning. So good. Made me pretty happy.
Thats all for now.
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